In lieu of an abstract, below is the essay's first paragraph.
"It's your inconsistencies that throw me, that cause my heart and my head to dip in and out of hope. A year and a month, I'm seasick. The waves of your ocean, full of secrets and untold truths, leave me in their wake. I feel as they pass me, lifting me off my feet and just as quickly they are behind me. I find myself right back where I started, standing on a raft, surrounded by swirling emotions and I watch as another approaches."
The Angle: Vol. 2005
, Article 11.
Available at: https://fisherpub.sjfc.edu/angle/vol2005/iss2/11