In lieu of an abstract, below is the essay's first paragraph.
"At this time in my life nothing makes sense...
Why am I here? How long will I stay? Why do you love me? Why don't I love me? What does it all really mean?"
"At this time in my Life,"
The Angle: Vol. 2000
, Article 5.
Available at: http://fisherpub.sjfc.edu/angle/vol2000/iss1/5